Friday, February 25, 2011

Art, Intuition and Inspiration

"Art is the product or process of deliberately arranging items (often with symbolic significance) in a way that influences and affects one or more of the senses, emotions, and intellect. It encompasses a diverse range of human activities, creations, and modes of expression, including music, literature, film, photography, sculpture, and paintings. " (Wikipedia)
  A few weeks ago, February twelfth to be exact (sorry, my computer is acting funny, and I cannot type the number one) I visited a very small mining town called Oatman, Arizona. It was a very typical old western town with a general store and a few gift shops, wild donkeys roaming the streets and a few tourists combing the area. It is just like what you would picture in your mind of the wild west.
  I was very enthralled with a store located in Oatman, called the Dustwitch Gallery. The artist's name is Jeannine Sandoval, and she creates sculptures (mostly Native American themed) and then takes pictures  of her sculptures. However, these are not ordinary photographs of sculptures. The sculptures are creatively arranged to look like they are paintings. Almost all of the work Sandoval does is accompanied by the Native American story it is based upon. The work is amazing and really captured my soul and my reason for this is I usually connect on a spiritual level to anything  Native American.
  I bought a picture of a photograph she took of a serene  bust (just the face) of a beautiful Native American woman closing her eyes, and I couldn't take my eyes off of it. It is one of the most meaningful and gorgeous pieces I have purchased. Sandoval actually took three different angled shots of this sculpture, and each looks very different, capturing a different emotion each time. She said she was surprised I liked this particular angle I bought (it was basically face on). She said people liked another one that was more of a side view the most. Sandoval told me she thought the reason I liked this view was because I am "self assured".
  My husband and I hung around her shop for quite a while, because quite honestly, I was too mesmerized to leave. I had to learn what the inspiration was behind her pieces and what motivated her to do this kind of work. In a sense, I had to connect with this artist myself.  So, I did what I do best at and I asked her questions on where she went to school, and what she got her degree in. Some people do not like it when I ask a lot of questions, but it is my opinion the fastest way to get to know someone. She told me she did not even go school for art, and she was an electrician by trade. Sandoval explained math and science fascinates her, and she really enjoys trying to figure out mathematical problems in her head. Does this sound like a typical artist yet? Not quite. Except for the fact Sandoval is a very energetic and friendly woman, and almost too talkative at times, and even a bit unconventional.
  I started to wonder about her as soon as she said she liked math and science. I was thinking in my head, I am not going to relate to this woman at all. As soon as I hear anyone talk about these two subjects, I almost immediately tune them out, because I have struggled with them  for most of my life, and it brings up bad memories. But my gut told me instinctively to hang on just a bit more because the piece of the puzzle was just about to appear. So I told her  I too am an artist, and although I haven't painted in years, I still drew and I make jewelry.
  So, she brought me over to a picture she took, which I thought was a sculpture of a totem. But she told me, she did not sculpt a totem. She said "Look closely and see all the animals that show up when you look at this totem. And I did see so many animals...a fox, an owl a wolf and several other animals. Sandoval told me every time she takes a picture of her sculptures, a Native American spirit  shows up every single time. She asked me if I would tell her where the spirit was and she would tell me if I was right. So, I showed her on all the works she asked me, where I  thought  the spirit was. Each time I told her, she said I was right. There is one picture still haunts me, and the spirit was so clear, it was an actual silhouette. It looked like a Native American person lurking on the side of the picture of the sculpture. I was not freaked out like some people would be. I was so enamored she had the gift of knowing her spirit guides.
   I did question Sandoval on her beliefs, she said she is a God fearing woman, and believes very firmly in the Holy Spirit. She merely shrugged off the otherworldly beings in her pictures, and said very nonchalantly she was grateful for them. She really did not question the fact as to why they were materializing in her work. She did think they inspired her to create Native American works of art. And I think this simple, less complicated way of thinking, is the best way of welcoming  psychic gifts.
  Art is very spiritual, and  most people who create it are gifted with otherworldly powers. The ability to create something beautiful and evoke emotion at the same time is a heavenly quality.  I believe people who are talented artistically are essentially more in tune with the other side. I could be wrong, but I believe  this is true. It is possible  our former selves can communicate with us this way through creation of masterpieces.  I would even go as far to say art does evoke us to be more empathetic to others in a way  some are not able to be as deep emotionally. I think different art forms appeal to all types of people, and  it is one of the greatest, forgotten forms of communicating with the soul.
  I would recommend, if you ever have the chance, visit Oatman, AZ and take a peek into the Dustwitch Gallery of J. Sandoval.  And if you never come here, think more about art, and do not be afraid to explore and discover what you are attracted to. It could be the very key to your psyche.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Rethinking Ghost Hunters




Voices captured on tape recorders, ghostly images showing up on thermal imaging cameras and unexplained footsteps in an old abandon house, and having a television show exploring evidence of the paranormal all sounds like a lot of fun right? Especially since this was your group, that you started from scratch many years ago when you were just learning how to investigate. How exciting it must have been when a television production team approaches you and your team entertaining the idea of a show exploring just what it is like being at the height of paranormal investigation. It must be thrilling, exciting and scary all at the same time knowing you and your team are about to be on television.   But just how glamorous is it to have your own television show?  Knowing what I have learned about television and production, it might not be all that it is cracked up to be, especially when your original team was the ghost hunting group you built. You are dealing with a production crew and producers, and they may have their own agendas about what ghost hunting is really supposed to be about. What happens when you do not get that ghostly evidence that you were hoping for? And what if the evidence you do get is purely minimal at best, and not earth shattering? Is that going to fly on television? Is evidence like that enough to get viewers to watch your show?
  Donna LaCroix, one of the original members of TAPS, left the show late 2008 for reasons that were initially unexplained. She appeared on an online radio show called Ghost Divas November of 2009 to let the world know exactly why she and two other members left, Brian Harnois and Andy Andrews. Apparently, there may have been some falsification of evidence on the set of the Ghost Hunters TV show. She said basically that she was sickened by it, as paranormal investigation was a serious part of her life. She also went on to say that Grant and Jason have done pretty well because they have rights to the merchandising (clothing, equipment etc). I have listened to this interview, and although I believe there is truth to what Donna has stated, I do think that she was highly emotional, and she may not have been in the best frame of mind when she was speaking out against her former colleagues. She said repeatedly that she had been screwed over by Ghost Hunters, she was not supposed to talk bad about them, but that she was not afraid of them,and if they did anything to her they would be sorry.
  The reason I am bringing this up, is because other well known personalities have recently left the Ghost Hunters International Team. Rob Demrest, the lead investigator has left, along with his second in command Brandy Greene. I have not yet found an evident reason as to why these two figures are missing in action. Another member that has left GHI that has truly shocked me was Dustin Pari. He seemed very serious about the world of investigation, and now it seems to be more than a case of a few disgruntled members who didn't feel that they got their share of the royalties. It is quite a strong coincidence in my opinion that all of these people have left.
  From an investigation standpoint, and being part of a group for a little while, this is a normal thing for a large group to dismantle and others find other teams to join or start new ones. I am almost positive when there are different personalities new ideals start to form on the way that investigations are handled. However, I think once a production crew shows up the ideals and standards of the team essentially have a great chance of dissolving. I think most people see dollar signs with just the thought of being on television and potentially becoming famous. I think money clouds the mind and in essence, the group will lose the ideals they once had, and evidence planting and faking become trivial. I also believe  the true nature behind the investigation becomes less credible. You have a show and people follow you! Your famous and recognized throughout the world, whats not to love?
 Well, it also appears that there is much drama in the paranormal community as other shows have arisen to grace the airwaves, they may have not been as successful as Ghost Hunters. The show Ghost Lab, which was featured on the Discovery Channel is no longer. Brad and Barry Klinge, the founders of Ghost Lab also went on a radio show declaring "Mutiny" against the Ghost Hunters. I did read Jason Hawes from GH's fan page and his status stated the below quote:
"Certain people are very angry people. Its not Taps fault your show was cancelled. Feel free to stop saying were scared and avoiding you. Far from scared, the field does not need your drama. Sorry Discovery didn't keep ya.. see ya around, I'll bring a tissue for you."
My husbands thought about this was very interesting.  He said that it would not surprise him if networks were   contributing  misinformation to the overall dialogue in hopes that they will benefit when betrayed loyal viewers watch other paranormal shows. Competing corporations could be forcing these other shows to cancel, perpetuating the lies and drama that there is evidence that is being faked or enhanced for pure entertainment value. While my husbands thoughts really do not have to do with any particular show out there, it does seem that there is a general competition out there among  groups on and off television.
  Most of you in this group are familiar with me and my views on the other paranormal shows that have graced the airwaves. And Ghost Lab has not been one of my favorites in regards of how their evidence is obtained. And honestly, while I might not agree with their practices, I do think that they might be on to something. What if Ghost Hunters has somewhat of a monopoly on the viewership of the masses? Is it like McDonald's and Burgerking competing who has the best fries, or is it who has found the finger or a rat in their latest meal? What is the Ghost Hunters/ Sci Fi Channel's tactics of the down and dirty misinformation?
  I do feel that Ghost Hunters has lost their novelty for me, and this is so hard for me to say this considering I have followed this group since before the were famous. And it is also difficult since I am a Rhode Islander, and that a paranormal team from our little state got world wide recognition. It is disappointing to hear that they have potentially sold out, and they really may not be collecting  earth shattering and stunning evidence as they claim.  I wrote an article about Troy Taylor, the founder of American Ghost Society, and author of 79 books on the paranormal where he totally denounces TAPS researching methods on the Lemp Mansion, where some of the ghostly figures, such as Zeke Lemp and a supposed dog that was shot in the mansion, are mentioned nowhere in history.
  Unfortunately, I am starting to get my doubts about an investigation team that I once loved. It isn't adding up for me as to why so many key figures in this group have left. Although I do not totally agree with the way Donna went about in her confession to the Ghost Diva's radio show, I do think that she was a credible figure on the team. I had a hard time with Brian Harnois when it came to TAPS, because the show portrayed him as a trouble maker and a liar, but this might not have been how he actually was. Producers have a great way of making people out to be what they want them to be for purely entertainment purposes.What I have researched about Brian lately is that he was an original member of TAPS and he is still interested and dedicated to the paranormal. He works with Keith and Sandra Johnson on a cable show produced locally in Rhode Island called Ghosts R Near, and apparently Donna LaCroix is also a part of this as well. But the recent losses of the team have caused me to question the show Ghost Hunters and the TAPS group. I don't understand what is real and what is fake anymore. I am not sure what is next for the paranormal community as a whole. I believe we have made great strides but for every two steps we take, we take two steps back. How are we going to be taken seriously if most of what takes place is drama?
  I encourage everyone to think about what is on television, and to think about most of it as a grain of salt. If you are serious about research, do not rely on television shows on the paranormal to give you the answers. It is important that you read as much as you can get your hands on in this subject, from folklorists, psychologists, everyday people, psychics and historians. The best information on the subjects are in books or articles in my opinion. And my last piece of advice is to never stop learning and researching AND always question your information and source. And finally use your own judgment and intuition.